Lover // Ainulhayat
Those who gone through fana and baqa
For the oneness
Who become empty
From all desires of this world
Who is free from sadness and happiness
Who’s soul have no desires
Desire to enjoy dirtiness
Desire to enjoy sinfulness
But the body seems to be seeking death
To find the truth of oneness
Soul go through to hell
As when nafs wakeup
No one looks for soul
As when the soul is aware
When the angel of death arrives
I whirl like a dervish
No one sense the old Rose’s essence
But those who wake up from this world
No one is able to read the poetry
Which is written on Patel’s of black Rose’s
I placed my foot on the road of death
To earn the love of beloved
Now I’m aware of oneness
I’m no more blind to both worlds
My soul has an image of beloved
My eyes read the message of beloved
Which are written in this universe
When I’m with him
The world float like clouds full of water
The rain make me cry
As baby cry to see his mother
I’m a lover who want to die
Who want to taste the pain of death
The pain to see his love
I don’t have fear and anger
I’m free from this world
As old souls are free
I searched for love like rumi searched
I found love like shams found
I’m still searching
I’m still on the road to clean my self
For my beloved
Lover // Ainulhayat
Beautiful !!
Your writing makes me think deeply about certain things. ..
Looking forward to your next work (: